| Whoa shit, haven't been on here in awhile ehs? Well the basics are... I'm officially a high school graduate! Class of 2008, St. Martin Yellowjackets fasho. Even though most of the time I was in that school, I hated it! But then now I don't anymore I guess? Lol, I'll miss all my teachers from St. Martin. But yeah, today is currently June 22nd, 2008, and I'm currently on vacation in San Jose, California. Just a few more days then my big brother Bill is out to join my vacation for a week before he heads out to the Marines and I, myself don't even know what the hell to do with my life.. at times I would think I want to be a Pharmacist but then it's not what I really like to do? It bores me to death! But then I want to be a Cosmetologist also... and my mom told me to join the Army? I said fuck no lol, I don't want to die at a young age that's for sure. Well, I only have a few more weeks here in San Jose, California to spend with my mom's side of the family. && I loveloveloveeeee my cousins! I'm gonna miss them like hellaa! I hope I get to come back next summer again! ...but anyways, about my life for the past year.. things have been rough, but my family managed to get through it. Let me just say.. my family had some financial problems due to my dumbass brother. Those were the moments where I had NO ONE to turn to.. no one to confide in.. no shoulder to lean on. At the times where I needed someone to talk to most, no one was there. The people I thought that would be there for me weren't. They were too busy with their boyfriends, which I don't have one. I think it'd be easier if I did, so I would always have someone to talk to and tell my problems to, ya know? But yeah, it's whatever I guess? When I had no one to tell my problems to, I just cried myself to sleep each night, hoping that these problems with my family would just go away and praying that my family wouldn't fall apart. So months have passed and I guess things are getting better. I'm just hoping and praying that I don't follow my brothers footsteps. I think that's about it for now. --signing out, lyndaaa <3 |
I been going out every damn night with the loved ones [Nancee] 
. And yeah, my parents are off in Vietnam, again. 'Cause my grandpa's sick. I hope he's okay and everything. Well, I'm gonna end this here. Later xangers 
